NERVES!

Once again I must be put on the spot and convince a total stranger that I am competent enough for their money.  I have been having a dialog with this local photographer over email, trying for a week now to arrange a time for an interview.  He finally emailed me today, wanting to meet...but every time i email him back, he takes a couple days to respond.  Calling his studio didn't do much good either...left a message on his machine.  Ugh! If he only knew what this was doing to me!  I just want to introduce myself and see if you like me or not!  I can't stand the shaky-I-gotta-puke feeling I get when I have to call strangers....jeeeez...such a baby!